I just want this to be over.
#hey douchebag! #you could have provided your sons with both a home and an education #if you had actually put even the tiniest bit of effort into getting your shit together #putting their needs ahead of your own #and considering what the wife you purported to ‘love’ would have thought of your quest for vengance #and the havoc it wrought upon her kids #fuck you john winchester for sobbing and making this about you #you could have given dean a home and sam school #instead you dragged them around the country leaving them alone for long stretches of time #and you threw your younger son out of your ‘home’ as soon as he expressed the desire for school #so fuck you john #fuck you and your mind games #fuck you and your selfishness #and fuck you for making your boys feel guilty about your fuck ups—as a ploy to get them refocused on your revenge quest #i am so done (musingsdeme)
#fun fact this is what emotional abuse looks like #whether or not it’s intended as such #he might feel like he’s being totally honest about his feelings #but he’s turning the story around #saying I’ve always wanted you to have these things!! look how sad I am! #when it was totally within his powers to provide those things #and he didn’t #so #fuck you john winchester #too little too late #the one in the dirty trenchcoat that’s in love with queue (nestingdean)
#this is what abuse looks like #john winchester wasn’t a cartoonish cackling villain #who did the absolute best he could to ruin everybody’s lives #abuse is quiet and hidden and full of guilt and love and old regrets #and sometimes it’s absolving yourself of all blame #because you don’t even realize you did something wrong #fuck you john (via yellow-turtle)